When everything is lonely i can be my own best friend.

punchdrunkkids @ 2008-05-30T21:37:00

2008-05-31T01:38:01Z

I am extremely depressed.

punchdrunkkids @ 2008-05-06T13:59:00

2008-05-06T17:59:59Z

me (12:25:31 PM): i can't even pick up wireless connections that are passworded off
me(12:25:36 PM): ahah passworded
me (12:25:43 PM): that's not even a word
Evan (12:26:11 PM): haha, said the tutor.
me (12:26:36 PM): HAHAHA whatever!

punchdrunkkids @ 2008-04-18T12:49:00

2008-04-18T17:01:15Z

Things to do Today in no Particular Order:
Start to pack for the move.
Work from 4:30 to 7:30.
Take Bhrama for a long walk and enjoy the sunshine.

Also I curled my hair today.

punchdrunkkids @ 2008-04-15T17:46:00

2008-04-15T21:47:26Z

Today has been wonderful so far.

I really want this dress

punchdrunkkids @ 2008-04-15T12:25:00

2008-04-15T16:32:53Z

Life is beautiful.

Best Friends <3

Lovers <3

Friends <3

My favorite pair of boots <3

My dog <3

Cameron <3

punchdrunkkids @ 2008-04-13T14:24:00

2008-04-13T18:27:39Z

I was way too drunk for my own good last night. But I didn't puke. I woke up still drunk. I blame it on the wine, beer and vodka. Kegs are the death of me because I try to get my fill. The end result is always the same.

punchdrunkkids @ 2008-04-09T15:17:00

2008-04-09T19:37:07Z

Everything is going smoothly. I don't need any road blocks before May 1st. I need everything to go perfect. This move is a good thing. Something I've needed for awhile. It's going to be good to get out of Greenville. I can't wait to have so much space and I love my roommates; Justin is from Iowa and has lived in Jersey City for almost a year and is one of the funniest people I know, then there is Keith who is from Ohio and is a sweetheart and the third of course is Adam. I feel like I am going to be able to accomplish more with my life come May. I'll have more room to paint, more room for everything.

I went out to Queens last night and picked Rob up at the airport. He is currently back on the east coast for a couple months.

I just keep waiting for May.

punchdrunkkids @ 2008-04-08T13:42:00

2008-04-08T18:22:15Z

May 1st I will be moving to my new apartment in the Heights! :)

The building.

Entrance on the first floor

Adam and my room

Adam and my room

Adam and my room

Keith or Justin's room

Keith or Justin's room

Kitchen

Kitchen

Kitchen

Kitchen

Hallway

One of the hallway closets

Bathroom

Bathroom

Bathroom

Bathroom floor

Justin or Keith's room

Justin or Keith's room

Front door and entrance into dining room

Sliding french doors that separates the dining room from the living room

View to street from living room

Looking into the dining room from the living room.

Office that we are probably going to use to store our bikes and such.

Office room

Office room

Dining room

Living room

Living room

Living room fireplace

Dining room fireplace

Dining room

Dining room and living room

Living room and doorway into office room

Hallway

Front door

Dining room

Bathroom

punchdrunkkids @ 2008-02-11T12:43:00

2008-02-11T17:43:36Z

Spring is right around the courner.

A Recent Picture of Me

2008-01-24T22:56:47Z

I'll do a picture update soon.

punchdrunkkids @ 2008-01-23T20:09:00

2008-01-24T01:11:21Z

Damian -"Where the pills at?"
Jessie -"Heath Ledger took them all."

punchdrunkkids @ 2007-04-23T18:20:00

2007-04-23T22:21:56Z

punchdrunkkids @ 2007-04-23T17:09:00

2007-04-23T21:08:51Z

Past few days have been fun filled and warm, I love the spring.

Let's recap the past few days shall we..
-Walking around Manhattan drinking 40s
-several keg parties
-Brooklyn to visit Eric
-met Emily's new puppy (a 13 week old pit)
-tanning on the roof
-BBQ in Bayonne
-taking care of Ben
-and just relaxing

Trip Emily's puppy
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My puppy

Tanning on my roof

punchdrunkkids @ 2007-04-17T18:58:00

2007-04-17T23:02:20Z

Stewie7: i miss u so much it is going to be so nice to see u guys
punch drunk kids: i know. i wish you still live across the hall from me.
Stewie7: i no
Stewie7: those were the good days

punchdrunkkids @ 2007-04-13T17:02:00

2007-04-13T21:19:18Z

Last night's puppy play date turned into a dinner party at Ilsi's and was fabulous. Tina and Joey came too as well as their puppy, Adam and Bhrama.

And then this morning Adam and I went to this amazing bakery in the Heights and got some munchies..

Die, Fishy! Die!

Yeah it wasn't possible to bite through the fish so now it and Bhrama have something in common..

And last but not least my bangs were getting ridiculous so Farah just chopped them off a minute ago..

Before and Afters..

And now I'm going to Fetch-It with Ilsi and later going to a Friday the 13th party :)

punchdrunkkids @ 2007-04-12T18:04:00

2007-04-12T22:13:40Z

Went to the NY Aquarium today with Julia, John and Ben. It was great. They didn't have the penguins or dolphins out which sucked but it was still cool and free because there credit card thing was down and none of us had cash so they trusted us to come back when we were done and their machines were back up and pay needless to say we just dipped out once we were finished. After we tried to eat at this Sushi spot in Brooklyn but the cheapest thing on the menu was like $50 so we decided to wait until we got back into Jersey City. But it worked out fine cause we went to Wild Fusion. And tonight Ilise, me and our doggies have a play date.

The turtle was almost as big as Julia!

punchdrunkkids @ 2007-04-10T18:30:00

2007-04-10T22:49:34Z

So Rob left for Cali a few hours ago. He called before getting on the plane. It's crazy to think he lives there now and the next time I see him will be in LA. It makes me kind of sad to think I can't just call him up and hang out. And weird to not have him crash on the couch. Anyway his going away party was Saturday at the apartment. It went great. Minus the fire. Someone left a pizza box on the stove and it went up in flames. I'm glad no damage was done.

Anyway enough chit-chat..here are the pictures..

Can you tell I was wasted? haha

The aftermath...

Craziness across the street..

punchdrunkkids @ 2007-03-31T16:46:00

2007-03-31T20:49:34Z

I wish I could explain my life to you right now. So many things have happened to me and are happening around me. So many unchangeable things. Nothing in my life will ever be the same. And after everything in my life. I am ready for it. And for once I think I may just be able to handle what has been thrown at me this time.

punchdrunkkids @ 2007-02-24T16:29:00

2007-02-24T21:32:12Z

The past few weeks have been great. I've been trying to keep myself as busy as possible. Which in turn gives me a better nights sleep. And now that I'm living on the 5th floor I feel like I've been getting a lot of exercise and I've been trying to walk everywhere. Things are finally going really well.

And just because..

punchdrunkkids @ 2007-01-22T18:42:00

2007-01-22T23:54:21Z

90s party Friday night

Soda and Brahma

punchdrunkkids @ 2007-01-18T17:21:00

2007-01-18T23:18:13Z

After alot of thinking I think that I want to try going back to school in the fall. I don't think I'm ready to right now but I think in a couple months I will be saying something different. I've been doing a lot of growing up and changing. My goal will be to go back to county for one semester get at least straight Bs and transfer out as fast as possible to an art school. I want to be able to get into a school in Manhattan that way I could still stay in Jersey City and commute. All that needs to happen now is that I need to stay motivated and keep working towards this goal.

Febuary is coming up fast which means I will be moving into Marie's room for a couple months while she is in Thailand.

Adam has been such an important part of my life. And I owe him so much. He has shown and taught me so much. Before I met him I didn't really believe love could be so real. But all that is different now. My life has been amazing since he has entered into it and I don't ever want any of it to change. I truely believe he is meant to be a part of my life. No one could even begin to fathom what he means to me. He's changed my outlook on everything. We've had our differences and each time we have made it through together. And I believe it only has made us closer. He is my best friend.

As for the puppy. I've heard from so many different people that the last thing I needed was this puppy. But for the people who actually know me know that this puppy was the best thing for me. And I love him to peices.

Oh and I think I forgot to mention that 2007 is the year I turn 21. Scarey to think but it's about time. Soon I'll be able to do everything I've been doing just with an id that says I can.

Things this year are already different. First off part of my parent's home has been torn down. The new puppy is definatly differnt. Adam's father and little sister are moving to Texas in a few months and Adam is taking over the house in Jersey City. Eric is moving to Brooklyn and has gone back to school. Lyn is thinking about coming back to New Jersey.

I don't know. I guess uh, welcome 2007? As if there is a choice.

I want to make this year count for something.

Also the Bloomfield Ave Cafe has been shut down. I'm sad about it. But I believe it needed to either shut down or renovated. I was hoping more for a renovation but oh well.

punchdrunkkids @ 2006-12-20T09:41:00

2006-12-20T15:00:07Z

I got a puppy!

He's a pit. 3 months old. He is going to be a huge badass little sucker < 3

punchdrunkkids @ 2006-12-19T10:08:00

2006-12-19T15:13:08Z

John Klug
Rest in Peace

punchdrunkkids @ 2006-12-18T09:40:00

2006-12-18T15:04:04Z

Life just became pretty incredible at the moment.

I haven't made an update in awhile so let us go as far back as I can remember shall we?
Okay so Thursday I basically hung out with Eric all day until Adam got off of work and then he came and joined us. Friday night I hung out with Adam and Eric (surpirse) for awhile then we went to Farah's all girls sleepover. Which ended up being a welcome home Chris party. But that was okay because I was glad to see him. And Damien got me a part time job working for Courtney and Margie and all I need to do is pick up 3 kids Mon-Fri at 3pm from school and drive them home and what I make each week added up at the end of the month will cover rent when I move into Marie's while she is in Thailand in Febuary. Things are falling into place and I am loving it. The rest of this month is lining up to be pretty amazing too. Lyn is back from Ohio so I get to see her Thursday and Friday is the big Christmas party at the White Star. Then on Saturday I'm leaving for Virginia (I really don't want to go but it could be cool to see my family)

Oh pardon my scattered thoughts. Then on Saturday night after Adam got off of work we went and hung out with Dave for awhile (he's my new roommate starting Febuary :]) then we headed to Hackettstown. I was hoping to see more people while we were there like Brian Steward but most people had gone for the weekend. But I got to see Ash, Candice, Mike, Deron, Green, Jared and a couple other people. We crashed there for the night and in the morning we went over to Jared's to hang out (to spend as much time as we could with him before he moves to Florida) Afterwards Adam and I made the drive back and then we headed to Manhattan. Which was fun as always. Thank you for the picnic :) Then after awhile we came back and hung out at Farah's and watched Little Miss Sunshine with her, Damien and Marie. Good movie.

Oh and ps Farah is amazing at cutting hair.

punchdrunkkids @ 2006-11-30T20:38:00

2006-12-01T00:38:43Z

I swear if anyone else says something negitive about me taking the year off of school I swear I will lose my temper and punch them in the face. I have had it. It was my decision no one elses. And don't fucking say anything if you see me once a year (if that) you have no imput in my life. No one seems to realize that I didn't go back because I am to depressed to cope with school and no one seems to care. Those little comments I get especally the ones from my mom's friends only dig me a deeper hole. Keep your negitive comments to yourself. And I don't know when I am going to go back but when I do it will be my decision.